Dearest Family and Friends,
I hope you are all doing well and that you're happy! Thank you for all your letters, e-mails, support and prayers! I love you all so much and am so grateful for all of you! You are one of my greatest blessings!
This week was an interesting week! On Monday, we visited a less active and a potential investigator. They were good visits, but we are pretty sure they were both pretty intoxicated. At least they were really nice intoxicated people! Then at 8:30 we were walking to go see someone else really fast, when I was overcome with nausea. We were about to open the door (the door of the apt complex) and I suddenly thought "I'm going to puke." We decided to skip the visit, went home, and that's exactly what I did! I haven't gotten sick like that in years, but being sick was actually a big humbling experience. I know that the Lord was trying to teach me something from the whole experience, and I feel like He is trying to teach Him to rely on Him and let go of control.
On Tuesday, I felt better, just nauseous, achy and fatigued. We stayed in so that I wouldn't get anyone else sick, but I am going to fast forward because all of these details are even making me bored. Also, that night, we also killed a huge centipede type bug that was in our bathroom (it fell on my companion when she was going the bathroom!). It was very dramatic and took us about an hour, but we successfully got rid of it with hair spray and household cleaner. The best part of the week came on Saturday and Sunday so I'm going to get there quickly!
Also as you all know, I am staying in Crystal City for another transfer! I am so happy about this!! I love this area so much and I feel like my work isn't done here yet--It didn't feel like it was time for me to leave. I am so so happy to be here and I love it so much!
Wednesday and Thursday were interesting days. We saw little success numbers wise, but we were blessed with a lot of tender mercies. We made contact with a lot of people and scheduled appointments with a lot of them. Sometime I feel like I am becoming a very awkward person and that I'm a bad missionary - this was heightened on those days. I know that I just need to forget myself and get to work though!!
Also on Thursday, we saw a potential investigator on the street that we met a couple of weeks ago. We were so excited to see him because he seemed genuinely interested the first time. The second time we talked to him, I slowly started to wonder if he wasn't interested in the gospel, as much as he was in us. He's a young guy, probably 17 or 18 years old, so this isn't a gross nasty man who was interested in young 20 year old girls. We planned to go to dinner with him on Saturday and talk about the restoration, after committing him to read the pamphlet that night. Then he text us the next morning and said, "Hello Sister Akin. Have a nice day." I don't know how to describe how I felt after that, but I was shocked and horrified! I felt so guilty and worried that I had accidentally flirted with him, and I tried to remember everything I had said. I just felt awful! We decided to have the elders go to dinner in our place, especially after he text us again that night! They went and found that he was more interested in us and had no interest in the gospel, and we haven't heard from him since. I just felt so bad about all of it, and so naive. Maybe it planted a small seed in him though, and he will be interested in the gospel one day!
Friday was another sick day because my companion got the stomach flu that day.
Saturday - Incredible!!! We helped a new family move into their apt, and they live just a couple of buildings from us. They both just graduated from BYU, and she actually knows the Willy's and Ross Welch from Cody! They are fantastic people and are so personable! Moving was so much fun too! It felt so good to do work like that, and I don't know if this is a good or bad thing, but I was actually sore the next day from it!
We had a lesson with our Jewish investigator, Keren, that afternoon and it was amazing. I feel like it was a big turning point lesson for her. You can see her belief and faith in Jesus Christ growing so much. She even said that at first she was just curious about what we believe, but now she believes it could be true and is sincerely seeking to know if it is true. She said that she would get baptized if she did come to know it's true. The two big hold ups currently are praying in the name of Jesus Christ and attending church. Jews aren't allowed to attend other churches, and the Jewish judgment day is coming soon, so she doesn't want to come to church until she absolutely knows it's true. I know that God is already working miracles in her, and He can continue to do so. My companion and I have both felt so strongly like she is going to get baptized-I just hope I get to see it. If not, I know and trust in the Lord's timing. I just love her so much, and desire for this for her so much.
That evening, a potential investigator helped us with some things on our car, and then we asked if he wanted to go get some dinner with us. He agreed immediately and we went to chick-fil-a! He is an incredible person and we had such a good visit with him. He has so much faith in Jesus Christ and is a devout follower of Christ. His life story is amazing, and how he came to his faith in Jesus Christ is also incredible. He said that he has always been religious, but has gone back and forth but has strayed at times. He is in the military and told us how he developed really severe stress fractures in his legs during training. He said it was one of the hardest times in his life, and he felt so beaten down. One Sunday, he decided to go to church so he went to a chapel down the road. There were some people his age who took him under his wing, and how they were extremely religious people. They studied the Bible constantly, and strove to apply it into their daily lives. He was so impressed that they actually lived their religion and He wanted to be like them. Ever since, he has strived to be a true disciple of Christ, and he is sincerely searching for the truth.
He likened this to what a shepherd does after a sheep wanders away from the flock so many times. He will break the sheep's legs and then carry it on his shoulders, so that it learns to stay with the shepherd. He said that the Savior did that for him in every way, for He actually did break his legs but then carried him on His shoulders. I just thought that was a really amazing symbol.
Sunday - also incredible! We were starting comp study and I had the impression that we needed to go see a part member family right then. We hurried off to see them, and we had an incredible visit them. It was exaclty where we needed to be. We actually haven't met with them before, but we felt an immediate connection. I feel like I was supposed to meet them out here. He is a less active member named Ignacio, and she is a nonmember named Sandra. She is an amazing person, and talked a lot about how family is everything for her. She runs a French immersion daycare in her home (she lived in Canada for 12 years) and it is amazing! It just amazes me how you can love people so much, after just meeting them.
That evening we had dinner with a member who has a husband that is currently deployed. She was so great and she fed us homemade Thai food!
Then we got to see our investigator Jan!!! She and her husband have been sick for weeks, so we haven't been able to see her for a while. She is an incredible lady!!
I have to go, but I love you all so much! I love my mission and l love being a missionary. I hope all of you have great weeks!!
Love,
Sister Chelsea Marie Akin

